good bye 25

i thank God for giving me another year. there is a purpose why i am still alive up to this very moment. Thank you Lord for loving me, i have never felt this kind of love and i can only find them in You. through my fears and failures, my imperfections and pain, my frustrations and hopes, You were there when no one else stood to fight for me. You were there to rescue me when i was judged by these people and You were always there. it is always You and me together. So this 26th year, i re-dedicate my life to you. Be it unto me that I will no longer look for love, make me content; i will no longer crave for care, fill me. i will wait patiently for the person that you designed for me. i have been hurt and confused and wasted a lot of time. may these events occur no more. I am sorry for the stupid things i have done; i am sorry that instead i run to you when i got depressed, i found myself with the counsel of people; i am sorry that i try to impress some people and did not think if you are pleased with me; i am sorry for giving my love away without a righteous cause. i am imperfect and will never be perfect. forgive me. help me, mold me and change me. stay with me and never let me go my Father. heal my broken heart. embrace me with your grace. it is only YOU that i need. until the day that you will take me, i am still officially Under Construction. let this be my prayer...